Everything that I ever thought there was,
turned to nothing when I reached for it.
--no, rather that things that once existed 
came to never have been,
apparently because I touched them.

...so maybe I was only mistaken.  
Start simply and anew

So I thought I stood on Earth,
	but
I noticed my footfalls leave flat black holes
in endless eternal nothing wherever I tread.
	and
at some point I unthinkingly wandered in a circle.
	now
there is nothing to do but go around 
in ever smaller spirals within this closed loop
as my feet use up the ground beneath me.
	soon
there will be nothing left to stand on or see.

Nothing but me

but then I fear and KNOW that I will not be able to help myself
I will at last have only myself to look at, and I shall get around 
to wondering if I am real, so I shall look.
..then there will be nothing.